I just broke down. I just miss the old days. I want to go back to the way things were. They’re not the same anymore. I just don’t know what I should do. If I was gone, would anyone care? I don’t know. I just feel so alone. I really do miss our friendship. I don’t know how to get it back. Maybe I haven’t tried hard enough I don’t know. I just want you back in my life. I’m sorry for everything. I truly care about you. You were the best friend I could ever have and I don’t know what happened to us. I’m an idiot for letting things get this way. I think about it every day. I just wish you could be my friend again. I’m sorry. I love you with all my heart. I really hope that the person this is about can read this. Who knows if anyone will.